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Finally I think I now understand..
It's a shame really, but after watching that youtube clip it all becomes clear..
You didn't have a particularly happy childhood and have since had problems forming any proper social links with anyone in the real world.
You crave for contact with the outside world but for some reason speaking to people is a lot harder and you only have one topic to talk about anyway so conversation is difficult...
Even at work you don't talk to anyone and the best you do is a few remarks on the game with one of the kindly stewards at the match but he has other stuff to do and can't afford you more than a couple of sentances..
It's a lot easier just to post on a forum that specialises in the one topic where the chance of the dialogue drifting away from what 'you know' is slight.
All you want is a little praise.. something that you never got as a child and even now miss with the lack of actual human contact.
You posted the video on youtube in the hope that someone might just give you a kind word.. a highlight in your moderately average day. The lack of friends around you, goading you or cheering you on speaks volumes and the lack of anyone even to hold the camera as you play highlights your sad, lonely life.
You've found that you like insighting spiteful comments and abuse.. it reminds you of growing up and you have confused this for affection and praise.. it's easy to get abuse and at the same time it's like a little point scoring against those people that have happy lives and have girlfriends and wives and friends and families and other fascinations outside of RL...
Yes.. it's fine being you LF.. it's fine.. you'd like to be part of some sort of social circle but it's fine.. you have some friends online and that's all you need because it's always been this way.
Like I said it's a shame
